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My Renewal of Faith Through Ovarian Cancer

May 11, 2009 in Keeping Up Your Spirits, Ovarian Cancer, Patient's Journey, Women's Cancers by rick

July 2002 was a very hot month.I hadn’t been feeling well, but I just couldn’t tell what was causing my discomfort.When I’d walk long distances, I would have to sit down because my back would start to hurt.I loaded up with Advil and over-the-counter pain meds thinking that I had a bad back. Read the rest of this entry →

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The Mayo Jar

October 16, 2008 in Home Page, Keeping Up Your Spirits, Patient's Journey, Women's Cancers by rick

October 16, 2008

You might ask me, “What about this mayo jar?What are you talking about?What does a mayo jar have to do with cancer?”

All it took was one phone call.My phone rang early on a Friday morning.When does a doctor ever call you personally—really?“You have cancer!”Speechless, I could not respond.I could not hear.His statement sent me into a trance and changed my life forever.How do you tell your family the “C” word?

From the gynecologist to the oncologist and many appointments later, I was operated on for uterine cancer.The hospital nurse told me you have something we want—you do not want to keep it. That helped put my situation in perspective.

I truly believe knowledge is power.I armed myself with information by reading medical, spiritual, and motivational books and magazines.In my reading travels, I read a story about a mayo jar.The suggestion was to find a quote that has meaning to you—one that lifts your spirits.Put the quote in a clean, empty mayo jar.Continue adding quotes, thoughts, and sayings from greeting cards.When you are having a bad day, reach into that mayo jar and pull out a quote.Just a few words of encouragement or friendship from the mayo jar helped me through the day and always brought a smile to my face.My mayo jar was soon overflowing.

Of course, I have my favorite quotes.This quote—which I have memorized and can recite to myself at any given moment—came from a picture hanging on the wall in the oncologist’s examining room:“In the secret garden, the flowers bloomed and bloomed, and in the morning revealed new beauty”.Another of my favorite quotes is “A book is a patient teacher and a quiet friend”.

During my cancer journey, I kept a daily journal which contained my feelings, my improvements, my appointments, my medication, and everything that I felt was needed for me to survive the day.A friend told me to only cry in the shower—that way no one will ever see you crying.The suggestion didn’t work.I cried inside and outside of the shower but that was OK.

Those cancer days, weeks, months were difficult.I had complications with bleeding after my surgery which lead to a second surgery.One of my biggest hurdles was to get from a lying position to a sitting position to a walking position.My muscles were cut and sewn back together making the task very slow and difficult.My pain was always at a peak—there were no valleys.I would look in the bathroom mirror and say “Who is this person?I do not know you”.I could not measure my recovery in days…only in weeks.Each Sunday, I would ask myself how I improved from last Sunday.The improvements were subtle, but they were there.I was sure to note the improvements and my feelings in my journal.

After many months of healing, I returned to work.The same day I noticed a rash.Back to the doctor—now I had shingles.What are shingles anyway?I had heard the term but truly did not know.The doctor said shingles—adult chicken pox—are caused by physical, emotional, and psychological stress.Unfortunately, I had all three.The pain was unbearable—as bad as my two operations.I was out of work for several more weeks.

Now I am turning my journal into a book.Yes, I decided to write a book.The title is “December to December” and tells my tale of medical events between December 2002 and December 2003.I do not mind if the book never sells.It is just a vehicle for me to release my feelings about my cancer situation.I must admit there were a few funny moments—not too many—just a few.Laughter is the best medicine so I decided to include those moments in my book.I feel a need to document the good times as well as the bad times; but really, there is nothing funny about cancer.My loving husband, children, and sisters will be able to read the book and reflect on the cancer journey that they took with me.I may never know if the book will help others.

My faith in God, my wonderful doctor, and my outstanding family were truly the only way I made it through the cancer journey.Prayers go up—blessings come down.There is no such thing as coincidence.God lead me to read the article about the mayo jar and helped me fill my own mayo jar and my life with inspiration to move on.

I had a happy ending—I am five years cancer free.My mayo jar gave me hope and peace.

Why not start your own mayo jar?

Beaty Christoff

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Listen to Your Body

May 29, 2008 in Keeping Up Your Spirits, Ovarian Cancer, Patient's Journey, Women's Cancers by rick

 

 

May 23, 2008

I’m tentatively “dipping” my toes, attempting to plunge into discussing me, a task I’m finding more difficult than I imagined. I have always been a private person, not to insinuate any shyness or introversion, but my feelings and emotions had always been held tight—to me. But now, my life has changed—so instantly, earth-shatteringly at the moment. I feel my voice can be important, along with all the others diagnosed with cancer. To eradicate something takes action and directed positive energies. I want to be a part of that force.

I have never considered myself a vain person, however, staying in shape, walking daily, eating healthily was just a normal regiment for me. And then in June 2007, I was in the ER at LVH with severe abdominal pains. I was told the CT scan revealed acute diverticulitis. I had had a recent clear colonoscopy so I was surprised, notwithstanding my diet that had always been fiber rich. My gastroenterologist prescribed the “antibiotic cure”, and I followed it. Pains continued—different antibiotics again prescribed—none was working. But I pursued because I KNEW my body. Listen to that wonderful, intuitive voice that whispers to you alone—something is not right! It took 3 more CT scans. I also requested an endoscopy and had a vaginal ultrasound. My point being, don’t ever ignore or diminish your opinion.

At first, sitting in the surgeon’s conference room, I heard little of what he was actually saying—peritoneal cancer. Thank goodness my wonderful daughter-in-law was taking copious notes. It felt surreal to me. I was sitting there stunned, angry, incredulous—an amalgam of emotions when all I had heard was I NEVER had diverticulitis.

Recovering from the surgery, I did a lot of soul searching. I realized to waste my time and energy blaming others and asking “why me?” would only be fruitless and unproductive. I was blessed in being directed to an amazing, caring surgeon.

And now, today, as I write is another new day for me, another chapter to add to my life. Now I want my energy to be directed to all that is positive in my life. I realize things that mattered “before” don’t matter anymore. My bracelet says “Say it, Fight it, Cure it” and that’s what we are going to do. I’ve always been a glass half-full person; I’m not changing now.

I’ll be back……Judy

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Cancer–My Journey Too

May 29, 2008 in Daughter's Point of View, Keeping Up Your Spirits, My Mom Has Cancer, Ovarian Cancer, Parent with Cancer, Women's Cancers by rick

May 21, 2008

On December 7, 2000, I left for school on what seemed to be an ordinary day. Little did I know, when I returned home, my life was never going to be the same. One minute I was a happy 15-year old, president of the student council and chorus at school, whose biggest worry was figuring out who I would sit with at lunch.

When I received the news that my Mom was diagnosed with Stage III ovarian cancer that day, I was devastated. Given only a 20% survival rate, I was instantly overwhelmed with confusion, fear, and shock. Despite her frightening prognosis, a major surgery, and 3 recurrences, my Mom has been successful in her battle with cancer. It’s this victory that has restored my faith that people cannot only survive from cancer, but can thrive.

My name is Jessie, and I am a 22-year old graduate of Shippensburg University of Pennsylvania. I’m so excited to be starting this blog because it’s giving me the chance to do something that I’ve always wanted to do. As you might imagine, watching my Mom deal with cancer for 7 years, my family and I have gone through a multitude of experiences. Some have been good, some have been bad, and some just seem to make no sense at all. The bottom line is I understand what cancer can do to a family. I realize that the more knowledge we acquire about the illness and its effects on our relationships the easier it will be to continue enjoying our lives.

This brings me to the goal of my blog; sharing my story. It’s my hope that my experiences will provide insight about how to cope when someone close to you is diagnosed with cancer. Whether you need some tips for how to deal, ideas for how to help, or a story with which you can relate, I’m here. I’ll do my best to share new thoughts periodically. Feel free to post comments, ask questions, or simply say hi. I’m looking forward to this journey we’re about to begin.

Until next time…